this is the suck

i've been up since seven, yet rolled into the office just now at 10. my ability to waste time astounds even me. i am a pro. i mostly lay in bed (wide awake!) thinking about how miserable i felt. i am depriving myself of sleep on purpose. last night i watched the tyra banks show to try to stay awake. or i tried to watch it. it was just too painful. so to anyone i will see in the next 2 weeks, i apologize in advance for being bitchy. i don't hate you, promise.